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Having a small panic
Jan. 5th, 2014 11:38 pmI'm testing my blood sugar this week for my diabetes nurse (to see whether new medication is a good idea) and it's been really, really high every time. I've tested four times this weekend.
I don't want to talk numbers because I'm terrified people will tell me off for being bad at this.
I am really struggling not have a panic attack.
( TW: Suicidal ideation )
ETA: Exercise took my blood sugar down from Really Fucking High to Still Quite High But 78% Of Previous Number. Progress?
I don't want to talk numbers because I'm terrified people will tell me off for being bad at this.
I am really struggling not have a panic attack.
( TW: Suicidal ideation )
ETA: Exercise took my blood sugar down from Really Fucking High to Still Quite High But 78% Of Previous Number. Progress?
