I like the (base, base, base, base, I like the buttery biscuit base*) - um, I like the look of the "post as" and "post to" interfaces, and they make sense to me.
So I've talked before about my writing blog. And I'm going to ramble on like a mad thing under the cut about why I have it and why it's different from my journal, and the effect it's had on my journaling practice.
I'm seesawing today. There were almost tears earlier, and then I wrote a rather long post on my writing blog and felt somewhat better, and now I'm feeling tearful again. Not even sure what's really wrong, except for the usual random floating-around-my-head stuff. Waiting for a couple of responses on stuff, which makes me feel nervous and upset. And - yes. I'm kind of feeling exhausted (didn't sleep well last night) and sad and very lonely (and also hermit-ish; I feel lonely, but don't want to go and hang out with my housemate and her boyfriend, go figure).
I think I am going to go to bed shortly.
It's weird 'cause I don't want to make Dreamwidth a place of whining, but sometimes I just kind of... need to whine. (Livejournal has always kind of been a whiny place for me!) I guess I need my Havi-sponsored six steps:
1. Acknowledge. Okay. I feel lonely and sad. Here I am, feeling lonely and sad.
2. Agree. I'm allowed to feel lonely and sad. That doesn't say anything bad about me. (Note the small voice in my head saying, I don't belieeeeeeeve youuuuu. What do I do with that?)
There are more steps but I'm stuck here for now, 'cause I don't believe that statement and don't know how to agree with myself there. Huh.