2014-01-05

randomling: Buffy Summers (of Buffy the Vampire Slayer) wearing shades. (buffy shades)
2014-01-05 11:38 pm

Having a small panic

I'm testing my blood sugar this week for my diabetes nurse (to see whether new medication is a good idea) and it's been really, really high every time. I've tested four times this weekend.

I don't want to talk numbers because I'm terrified people will tell me off for being bad at this.

I am really struggling not have a panic attack.

TW: Suicidal ideation )

ETA: Exercise took my blood sugar down from Really Fucking High to Still Quite High But 78% Of Previous Number. Progress?