Right now I am a ball of stress.

[randomling]

I don't think I want to talk about it very much, and I definitely, definitely don't want any advice, thanks.

I am stressed about job/benefit stuff and health/mental health stuff, and money stuff, and housing stuff, and a general feeling of my life falling apart. Which is dumb, because in some ways really good things are hopefully happening (see: housing stuff). But in others, things are really falling to bits.

My to-do list is large and complicated.

I am really trying not to complain here because I feel selfish and whiny doing that (there are others who have it much worse, and there are people putting in a lot of work for my benefit, so I feel really guilty about complaining). But at the same time, things are hard. My brain is actively working against me. I find it really hard to get done what I need to get done. It's not easy to like myself right now.

Maybe owning up to the things are hard will make it easier to move past it?

Comments

[kaberett]

Hey. *headbutt*

[randomling]

♥

Working on one of the Big Things that's been hanging over my head is quite useful in terms of my self-esteem, which is a start?

[ghoti]

*offers tea and hugs*

♥

[pretty_panther]

♥ listening. here if needed.

[elanya]

*more offers of tea and cookies and hugs*

[untonuggan]

*hugs*

[sylvaine]

*hugs*