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[randomling]

Everything is stupid.

I am not very good about posting or staying in touch with anyone. In fact, I feel a bit like I am overall a horrible human being. (I am aware this is the depression talking.) So I am doing a lot of sitting around and wishing I had people to talk to and not managing to do anything positive about it.

And then I come here and whine instead which is the very definition of unhelpful.

Why is the world.

Comments

[lilysea]

<3

I am sorry that things are so very hard for you right now. :(

Here's hoping that they get easier soon. ^_^

[alexseanchai]

you are not a horrible human being and the depression can fuck right off

[azurelunatic]

Fucking depression, y0.

I've been wanting to be around on IRC a little more.

[silverfox]

*hugs*

[kaberett]

(As said elsewhere, I like you and miss you & am sorry that my own brainwrong means that I feel like I'm imposing on people if I ask for their time/attention, and that I therefore don't!)

[green_knight]

I've always found it extremely useful to share my frustrations on LJ/DW - sometimes you need to take those bunched up feelings and give them voice and look at them in the cold light of day again; sometimes you just need people who say 'I'm hearing you, this sucks, you're not imagining that, best of luck'.

I've always found that the very act of writing down things makes them more manageable, that writing helps me to distinguish between things that are outside of my control and things that I *can* influence (or take steps to make sure they don't happen again).

<Hugs> if you want them.