Some planning.

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I'm spending a significant part of the next two weeks' disposable income on going to see Pacific Rim, if it's still in the cinemas come Thursday. The rest is going to go on as good a pair of headphones as I can afford from Amazon (my old ones broke).

In two weeks, I'm going to see if I can find some new trainers that I can afford. This might actually be worth waiting a few weeks to save the money up and get right. I'll check online for what I need and order to send to a store, probably. Then I can at least try them on.

That's going to be enough to get me in a place where I can run (headphones and trainers - I have enough other stuff, I think, though at some point I could use some sweatpants, because while I can run in shorts in this weather, it's going be cold in a month or so).

In the meantime, I'm going to try to fix my sleep patterns. I'm starting a teaching assistant course (care of the Jobcentre - this isn't really what I want to do, but I'd probably be okay at it and it's something to do with a chance of some kind of work at the end of it). This will involve having a Bedtime and a Getting Up Time and figuring out if I can work in the library (the relevant question being is there decent wifi).

I feel like things need to get more sorted out around here. I have to step up in so many ways and it's hard and scary.

We'll see if that works.